i need your love
you make it right. i feel so high. i come alive.
“i’m seeing you a little more often than before; what’s going on, i thought you had a guy?”
the question took me out of the post nirvana state.
the walls in his bedroom seemed greener, brighter. the radio sounded louder. he always has the radio on. i appreciate the soundtrack. i asked for my pants to buy myself a second.
“i thought you had a guy”
i first wondered why he’d ask me this. i answered to myself that it had to be the fact that it was our first sunday back together. ish. sunday night. something about private clients on the weekends.
“yeah, i moved out like 2 months ago. pero, while we’re at it, do you have a guy?”
the first time i asked him this question was some 10 years ago.